Post by ColtChainmailJewelryDesigns on Mar 15, 2012 5:47:02 GMT -5
so its been about 3 months since ive been on the forums. Basically stoped all working with stone, so i stoped posting about it as well. Been doing pretty well as far as my jewelry goes, have sold few things here and there.
ok , now for the scarry shocking stuff.....
For the past few months i have been really depressed, [let alone through highschool years]. And a few days before thanksgiving, I stole some bottles, and got sloshed out in my room and thinking about no point of life or something, and cut my arm many times..... with obsidian.
since then i have gotten someone to talk to professionly, and have sorted out my mind. not that i feel any better about things, but i guess i have to just deal with it and thats life. A few of the big problems i have are being lownly, as a very loving person thats single for all my life besides 9 days. I dont know who to trust or who my real friends are. and not knowing whats going to happen next, 5 years, 10 years, ect.
I have been trying to do more with my time, get out more and meet more people. I have been attening Local Rock band shows lately, thats been fun. Ive probably met 30 - 40 people from the shows. although i lost a dear friend to the rock band shows.... my beloved camera! yep, I was in the mosh pit, and filming, and the lens got slamed.
Something recent came up, and is a huge impact on my life. on March 5th, I brought my grandma to the hospitl, and i got the news that she has cancer.
we dont know much at this point. We have a appointment for sometime next week to get a biopsy of the found cancer to find out where its from.
In the next few days i hope to get a order in to get some more sterling. I plan on about 3 ounces this time around. I had made myself a necklace in sterling 20ga, and my grandma saw it for the first time and said "hand it over, I want it, its mine!". So Im going to make her a matching necklace to sell to her. and in addition give her for her birthday a matching bracelet and earrings. its going to work out so that shes pretty much just paying for the cost of the sterling.
~Colt
ok , now for the scarry shocking stuff.....
For the past few months i have been really depressed, [let alone through highschool years]. And a few days before thanksgiving, I stole some bottles, and got sloshed out in my room and thinking about no point of life or something, and cut my arm many times..... with obsidian.
since then i have gotten someone to talk to professionly, and have sorted out my mind. not that i feel any better about things, but i guess i have to just deal with it and thats life. A few of the big problems i have are being lownly, as a very loving person thats single for all my life besides 9 days. I dont know who to trust or who my real friends are. and not knowing whats going to happen next, 5 years, 10 years, ect.
I have been trying to do more with my time, get out more and meet more people. I have been attening Local Rock band shows lately, thats been fun. Ive probably met 30 - 40 people from the shows. although i lost a dear friend to the rock band shows.... my beloved camera! yep, I was in the mosh pit, and filming, and the lens got slamed.
Something recent came up, and is a huge impact on my life. on March 5th, I brought my grandma to the hospitl, and i got the news that she has cancer.
we dont know much at this point. We have a appointment for sometime next week to get a biopsy of the found cancer to find out where its from.
In the next few days i hope to get a order in to get some more sterling. I plan on about 3 ounces this time around. I had made myself a necklace in sterling 20ga, and my grandma saw it for the first time and said "hand it over, I want it, its mine!". So Im going to make her a matching necklace to sell to her. and in addition give her for her birthday a matching bracelet and earrings. its going to work out so that shes pretty much just paying for the cost of the sterling.
~Colt